will one day people feel with their heart instead of their head? i wonder.. will one stop to think for awhile about what he is doing, and let go of the ego that he has.
i for one am thankful for my second chance and i am learning to accept them. it is time, to see that maybe my own garden can be greener if i don't keep taking care of my neighbours gardens.
i love my neighbours, i love them so much i never want to see them sad or what more, angry. i am so fearful of anger, of hatred, that fear has taken over my heart for so long.
may this second chance teach me not to fear, to accept everything that i have and make the best out of it, and start opening the doors.
looking back may not be a good idea anymore, counting the mistakes, and trying to make up for things, may not be healthy anymore.
maybe, just maybe, moving on in life is my next step. the biggest step i am going to take and maybe i should care less since some of the people i love think that i am a bad person anyways.
but yes, i have a heart, and i know my heart is not bad. so if i trust in myself a little more, i won't let hurt and words make me weak. i just have to believe and have a little faith in myself.
thank you Father, for you have not left my side in my journey to breath again. my life i put in Your hands as for all things i have done wrong, i know for sure of one thing, You died on the cross for me and my sins, You love me even though You don't know me. and i want to be just like You, people put You down and called You names, but You never judged and You kept on helping and being there for everyone.
Father, I love you. I love my parents, i know they want the best for me, i love the people around me and i never want to lose them to selfishness and pride. All the bad people around me, i shall just ignore the bad things they say or do but i will always be there for them when they need me.
God bless.
June
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